Thursday, December 4, 2014

Its Been Practically 2 Years right???

Firstly I would like to wish all my readers ( ader lagi ke??) assalamualaikum and tanya apa khabar semua???heheh feeling mcm artist gitu...well sorry for the silentness and the debuness in this blog of mine k..ni pun tiber2 raser rindu sgt nak tulis and babble around this blog setelah lamer tak hadap bender ni nasib baik still igt password dier alhamdulilah...well this pass years from end of 2012, 2013 and as for now 2014...byk ups and downs...dugaan yg menimpa..semua berlaku in one shot..but being in that condition after now I've realize it turns and makes u the individu u are now...strong, determine and maybe mampu hadapi obstacle yg hebat dgn memohon pertolongan ke hidrat illahi insyallah...so meh cni nad tulis cronologi cter wat had happen within this pass years boleh??(so do bear with me la panjang sket nak celoteh sbb lps ni tak tahu biler lagi dpt nak membebel pnjang hehehe)..ok lets start 

2012-end of that year nad tukar kjer from RO at IJN terus dpt gov sector an as for now working as Health Education Officer (HEO) at JKWPKL..hal kjer sgt berlainan dri dlu as for now byk handle event(the gud part is byk minggle dgn artist uols heheh), kejer byk outstation (hate that part)...but overall its ok...nasib baik dpt kjer kat area KL..

So for 2013-I was to further my master as my profession ni wajib buat master in health edu.(1thun stgh) and as for now skang tgh siap kan tesis and insyallah dpt grad next year hope takder aper2 sangkut  (ogos 2015)..2013 is the year of sadness and pnuh pancaroba...as my dearest mama passaway sbbkan cancer...as she was diagnose stage 4 terus..and takder symptom awal..were as family sgt shock...and arwah mama telah tgglakn kami bertiga termasuk papa on the 16 June 2013( 2 days before her 54th birthday)..it has been a really big impact for me...coz it feels like ur guardian angel is not there with u now and we have to survive on our own..by that tanggungjwb skang bertambah not only as the eldest in the family also the core who held a gud support for my papa for not to let him feel down and feels the sorrow of sadness..but times pass by do heel a bit of our pain and sorrows, as long we had each other to hold on...i guess until smpai biler2 akan terasa kosong tu takkan diganti smpai biler2 kadng2 teringat kat percakapan dier,the sound of her voice, the way she babbles to us, the dishes that she cooks...rindu sgt2 hanya Allah yang tahu( remembering her walaupun terlintas mampu membuatkan me titiskan airmata)..but aper2 pun we all know shes in a better place now...and semoga roh mama dicucuri rahmat..insyallah;|..time arwah mama pergi i didnt realize Iwas pregnant with Aira (2nd bb)...

As for 2014...22/2/2014 adourable bb Aira Anessa was born (its our 2nd bb gurl)..Arissa Amani already 2years++ now..both of them we called LilAA's heheh...as people said arwah mama pergi aira as pengganti utk mengubati perasaan lost tu..and it do helps..now im a mother of 2 yg sentiasa bz..routine skang befre kjer hntr dierng kat taska then ambik after work so mcmtula...and skang tgh bz write upla..and 2014 also marks the year im turning 30..huhu dah tua dah tp still awet muda k uols..hubby pun dh tak kjer ulang alik dr Senawang-KL tp skang KL-KJ ajer heheh(Western D ajer skang)..so ok sket la...planning for 2015

2015..planning nak pndh kjer area Seremban (nak mintak tukar) sbb umah dh beli dkt Bandar Ainsdale tu..so insyallah siap end of 2015...so hope everything turns out well...my papa pun dah seems ok..and tak risau sgt coz dier tgal gan my lil bro yg dh kjer dah...my sis pun nak getting hitch next year..13/12 ni bz dier nak get engage so me merangkap big sis/mama yg kner bz lbh..hope things goes well as plan..and harap everything will be better along the way...lps ni tak thu la biler lagi nak celoteh insyallah soon k...heheh (budget ajer mcm org bacer)..miszzz nak blogwalking and chitchat lg..hope can do one day...before we closed for todays session of babbling...meh lyn gmbar tak terbaru sgt la heheh..tadaa....xoxo:)
me and Lil AA..dah besarkan my 1st daughter..skang suker bergaya

here is both of my Lil AA's..Arissa Amani and Aira Anessa yang dh 10months old(dier didelivered while I was doing my master...so dpt berpantang 2 minggu ajer tau..naik balik ke kelas lps tu..so ni bb master mama)

Monday, February 25, 2013

Happy 2nd Anniversary..To Us:)

HaPpy 2nd AnNiversary Mr R
hehe...sorry terwish awal sehari...siap upload kat instagram lg..
igtkan dah 25th Feb..
despite this month byk ups and down with our life...
and with the news of mama's condition(hope she's getting well soon enough)
sorry tak dpt nak celebrate aper2...just a meaningfull wish yg ive sempat said
anyway hope that our marriage will last till the end..until the last breath drew us apart..insyallah
semoga hati kita berdua kental menghadapi segala pancaroba kehidupan..
thanks for being a gud papa to Lil AA and other babies to come..insyallah
hope that we will lead a happy life till the end..xoxo to u Mr R
Lil AA also wishes us HAPPY ANNIVERSARY papa & mama:)

Thursday, February 7, 2013

Lil AA's Progress:)

hye everyone..its me..im mama's lil munchkin pie 
Hye kwn2 and hye aunty2 semua...now im 9 months old and in about 1 day left i'll be 10 months old..see what i can do now...just by schrolling down...to see the A B C...jom tgkkkkk...

a)can sit up straight while im 8months old
b)i love to eat...like everything...huhu..my fave food is mama homemade food especially for me and ninolac perisa kurma
c)able to fit 12-18months old clothes already...and a 1 year old toddler sandal...wow how i grew up fast
d)my new hobby is..swimming in my little elephant pool with my friends lil ducky,froggy and lil finding nemo + bitting everything that i could find...
e)likes to play with grown up kids
f)now i have 2 teeths already(dibahagian bwh)...that makes me easy to bite any hard fruit
g)crawling semakin laju...and dah start panjat kat atas org and katil..
h)new skills that i've learn while mama's away...ive manage to have several steps without anyone holding me...(wahhhh dah pandai tatih heheh)
i)pandai seimbangkan diri without holding anything for about 10 minits..
j)my walker its the best "gadget" i have for now...as it brings me everywhere to let me explore
k)can say the word "mama" but "papa" tak boleh lg...it really makes mama happy but papa feel sad heheh

Hope im able to walk...while im 10 months...so that i can be the next "Lil AA the Observer and Explorer"...ok thats all for now kwn2 and aunty2...nanti Lil AA update lg k...heheh bye....

Living Lil AA for the 1st time

our happy moments...that will last

murnin uols...olaaa...wishing u guys a brand happy new year...hope its not to late..ive been bz lately with the new job + new role...pretty hectic and ive just got back from an outstation in Perlis (badan ajer kat saner...tp mind kat umah) for exclusive 3 days....it feels really suck...tak thula dpt input ker tak...heheh..anyway as some of the people in these blog knows...yg nad skang dh tukar profession..ive thought before kejer gov maybe tak sehectic kalo kjer swasta(my point of view ajer ek...jgn marah yerk) but apparently its really a different way around...nad nyer schadule kjer di gov lg pack dr kjer dlu...and skang nad masuk time waktu pertama which is at 7.30am(walaupun nad tick msuk kul 8am-5pm) and blik dlm kul 7pm (dlm seminggu tu 3 hari ahhh mcmtu)...as job nad kali ni kner manage byk event,handle duta sihat and things yg melibatkan promosi...but aper2 pun...its really exciting and new set of think for me...as once ive dikelilingi gan research thingy ajer...but now byk handle event and media...mcm dunia2 glamour gitu...heheh glamour ker?hehe...anyway aper2 pun nad bersyukur in wat ive got now..although theres por's and con's in taking this new job but it really open up my eyes in many new set of thing...but i dont really like the travel part...as im still exclusive BF lil AA...alhamdulilah nak msuk 10 bulan my lil munchkin pie ni...in acouple of days lg..skang skalo nad pump dlm sehari pun aderla dpt 10oz ajer...dh tak byk mcm dlu...so when dpt thu nak kner pg..Perlis like last week...so kner gigih ahh nak mengepump buat stock...tapi alhamdulilah...walaupun dpt pump sket Lil AA tak meragam sgt dh coz dier dh start mkn and at 1st dier tak byk sgt minum air putih when nad tggalkan dier...byk dier minum air putih gudddd2 gurl...and Mr R dah risau gak awl2..takut Lil AA meragam...as this will be the 1st time dier akan jager sorang2 Lil AA ni...siap ckp...kalo mlm dier Lil AA tak tdo and meragam nampk gayernyer...ader org yg terpaksa EL ni heheh...nasib baik si chomel tak meragam..and walaupun mlm2 dier terjager2 tp dah tepuk2 bg susu guner botol dier tdo blik la...and the best part is...mengeratkan lg bond antara Lil AA gan papanyer...and once mama blik ni dier takderla nak mengempeng kat nad ajer....mcm dlu..as she knows papa dier bz ajer...hehehe..aper2 pun kalo boleh lps2 ni taknak la pg jauh2...for sure u guys wondering mcmner nad leh tiber2 dpt blogging ni...coz nad cutiii...kalo pg jauh2 ni dpt la cuti the next daynyer tu...but jumaat kner kjer...and attend 2 meeting..huhu....and nak info uols...bulan 8 ni nad sambung belajr...as its part of the job ni yg mewajibkan peg. dier sambung blajar...so sthun stgh fulltime bljar...heheh...doa sgt dptla gak selit2 berblog ni...lps post ni tak thuler biler dpt post the 2nd one...tak terlambat rasernyer...utk menambah resolution for this year kan???nad hope sgt nad dpt jlnkan satu bender yg menjdi impian nad and friend nad utk realisasikan as a part time thing...aper2 pun kner timba byk ilmu dlu...dah ader "Brother Bob" tp kner equipt ilmu...hope sgt nad ader that free time...best sgt tgk kwn2 yg dah start dh wat impian dieorng tu...as a part time thing..wishing u guys the best of luck k...ok ahhh nanti biler2 nad bebel lg...ni Lil AA tgh tdo lg...tu yg best sket dpt tulis pnjang2 ni heheh...miszzz u guys...till we meet again here...xoxo

Wednesday, December 5, 2012

New Set Of Fresh Air

Olaa...murnin uols..
updating in a new atmosphere..
from IJN to JKWPKL
although at 1st it seems a rocky road to start
hope things will get better from time to time..
miszz my dearest friends there..
but importantly is to adapt...adapt...
cyayok!!!naddy:)


Thursday, November 29, 2012

a simple memo of the day

a simple quote

It's really HARD to say goodbye
but the TIME has come..
Bye2 IJN(especially clinical research dept.)...will miss you dearly:)


p/s:will update soon..k you guys

Friday, November 16, 2012

Just left a couple of days...

Olaa...its been quite a while..i havent leave my footsteps on this blog of mine..for sure ramai yg igt nad  takkan blog in this period of time kan?kan...hehe...well sorry for my numbness this days...although dah tender but still kejer...and my last day will be 30Nov..tp bygkan time akhir2 nila kjer pun berlambak2 bgaikan beribu2 lemon jatuh keriba...so for "me"time mcm takder..ni bru lps mkn...dah nak kner sambung wat kejer blik coz ader dateline..nanti dha start kejer baru tak thula mcmner conditionnyer..but im willing to learn and knew new things for my own career growth...for sure i will fall in love with my upcoming job ni insyallah:)there's lot of things yg nad nak share and wat did i did for this past weeks...tp tak berkesempatan sgt nak story mory...insyallah once nad ok and schadule pun dah stabil...for sure nad akakn active balik berblog..walaupun its just a simple story of me and my family..this blog for sure tak equipt if there's no story about Lil AA kan?well she's doing fine indeed(just smlm ajer tdo meragam wake up every 1hour...i guess due to the choc cream yg nad bg dier raser sket..sket sgt..sbb dier nak sgtkan)and this months she's already 7months uols...dah besar dah anak mama ni..berguling2 pun semakin terror...so kalo mengamuk nak susu atau nak berdukung..Lil AA dah pandai menyalahgunakan kepakaran gulingnyer dgn berguling keutara keselatan,kebarat dan ketimur...so bykla kwsn jajahan dier yg dier dh jajahi..kalo time dier mengamuk sakan..mak aiahhhhhhhhhhhh kalo rebel..jenuh nak bg calm..ikut perngai saperla ni kan..but sorry gambar takderlak for this post sbb tak sempat nak upload..sorry yerk..but will do for the other upcoming post insyallah..anyway guys...wish me luck for this new place..roughlly yg nad tahu my jobs description will be managing event for health education stuff..yeahhh no more stats for me hehe..org kat stu ckp consider mcm "front facela" katerkan hahaha...glamour lak raser hehe..ok2ler...aper2 pun kner wat kjer bebtul and berdedikasi..tahts important.1st impression its the most important thing in doing anything..okler2...panjanglak kebebelan pd ptg ni..ok2 nak sambung kjer ni..nanti nad joyah2 lg k...k xoxo.